I have been doing a lot of thinking lately probably too much thinking I am making myself a little nervous, discouraged, scared, doubtful all those things you don't want to embody. I have been thinking...How I am going to go back to work after having a baby.
What this basketball season is going to be like with a newborn. Along with always having Chris GONE and TIRED.
If I lose my job (which I might) how am I going to meet the needs of not 2 but 3 people.
How we have no idea where we will be or what we will be doing this time next year.
I have been thinking about having a baby. (period)
I have been obsessed with how much I miss my DADDY and wonder what great advise and guidance he would give me at this stage in my life.
I have been thinking about Chris and how hard he works EVERYDAY!!
I have been thinking about my scriptures and prayer and how I DON'T rely on them enough.
I have been thinking about my relationships with my friends and family and how badly I want them to be better, closer, more intimate.
The list goes on and on and on perhaps at night it's better if Chris just tickles my back so I fall right asleep instead of staying up thinking....thinking...and thinking...