(Chris and Taimi SLC airport about to catch our flight to Germany)
More often than I would like I am nearly obsessing over "What's Next?"
A new job?
A new country?
A new lifestyle?
A new routine?
Once playoffs are over than what's next?
We take a 16 hour flight home.
Than we hopefully find a place to life, work and play the summer away all the while wondering and wondering after the summer heat wears off what's next?
It's impossible to become complacent in my life. I am always thrust out of my comfort zone. I am constantly making a fool out of myself asking the local Germans questions trying to speak the pathetic amount of German I know. Once I get comfortable in a situtation and place WE MOVE...again.
am I complaining no way I love my life but
What I would give to find rest and security on the soil of my country in my own safe and familiar home for longer than 3 months at a time...maybe one day :)
Since my life is always dramatically changing I have to put forth an incredible amount of energy trying NOT to focus and worry about the next step in our lives, where will we live, a job, how we are going to handle the change, how long we can put Taimi through this lifestyle, when is a "good time" to bring another baby into this world, and a million other concerns.
Instead I fill my heart with this sweet assurance and pure knowledge in Matthew Chapter 6
O ye of little faith?
Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, what shall we drink? or, where with shall we be clothed? for your Heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of these things. But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
If you have never read that chapter read it, if you have but not in a while read it again